so why do I feel slightly depressed?
I feel completely mentally exhausted, but I haven't been sleeping well. Not sure why. Maybe it's all the stress this summer. Okay, make that the stress this year. You'd think with how busy this year has been, I'd be sleeping soundly every night. But I'm not. More often than not, I wake in the morning still feeling tired.
I'm too young to feel this old.
I felt young again on my trip to OK and TX. But then, one can't constantly live on vacation mode. It wouldn't even be good for me even if I could, which I can't, so what's the point in thinking about it anyway? Now there's a Winnie the Pooh statement if ever I wrote one! *chuckle*
However, it does have me questioning...
-Am I really doing what God wants me to be doing?
-Am I just being discontent with the life He's given me?
-Or is this feeling perhaps from Him? To move me out of my own little comfort zone?
-Am I even living where He wants me to be?
-Am I so focused on my own little issues (which are really quite small, if you look at the big picture) to see hurting people around me?
-Or am I missing something obvious?
Or maybe I'm just over-analyzing, as usual, and I should just "CHILL TWERP!"--as Trent used to tell me. *smile*
Silly me.
Somebody better shake some sense into me before I drive myself and everyone around me bonkers. *rolls eyes at herself*
I feel completely mentally exhausted, but I haven't been sleeping well. Not sure why. Maybe it's all the stress this summer. Okay, make that the stress this year. You'd think with how busy this year has been, I'd be sleeping soundly every night. But I'm not. More often than not, I wake in the morning still feeling tired.
I'm too young to feel this old.
I felt young again on my trip to OK and TX. But then, one can't constantly live on vacation mode. It wouldn't even be good for me even if I could, which I can't, so what's the point in thinking about it anyway? Now there's a Winnie the Pooh statement if ever I wrote one! *chuckle*
However, it does have me questioning...
-Am I really doing what God wants me to be doing?
-Am I just being discontent with the life He's given me?
-Or is this feeling perhaps from Him? To move me out of my own little comfort zone?
-Am I even living where He wants me to be?
-Am I so focused on my own little issues (which are really quite small, if you look at the big picture) to see hurting people around me?
-Or am I missing something obvious?
Or maybe I'm just over-analyzing, as usual, and I should just "CHILL TWERP!"--as Trent used to tell me. *smile*
Silly me.
Somebody better shake some sense into me before I drive myself and everyone around me bonkers. *rolls eyes at herself*
1 comment:
I understand how you feel! You're not on this rollarcoaster of life alone!
"Lord, I pray that you carry my special friend through the rough times as well as the good times. Help her to remember that you are always there for her. In Jesus' name....amen!"
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