So happy/so sad

My heart is in two today.

I'm so happy - Chris and the boys are coming! I've waited five months for a hug, and I can hardly wait to see them!

I'm so sad - Tim's cancer seems to be getting the better of him. And I wish so badly that I could ease the pain. Physically for Tim, and emotionally for Faye. It hurts to watch people I love go through this, and I feel so helpless to do anything.

I'm torn.